I guess that this is just something I'm going to have to get used to...no more Derby Day Parties for me! I'm sure that I won't miss it and will thoroughly enjoy looking slim, elegant & gorgeous in my sheath & hat next year...I may even have to break down and wear heels! Heels!!!!! To Derby? That'll be a first in a number of years! Won't it be amazing to wear heels again and now have my knees, ankles and legs hurt so bad I have to sit down. After last year at Thanksgiving, I won't go to Churchill Downs again until I lose at least 100 lbs...I got stuck in the turnstyle - talk about embarassing! I managed to squeeze through but I was never so glad that I didn't have to go OUT the turnstyle when we left after having Thanksgiving dinner. No that I really ate that much - but I really wasn't up to getting stuck in the turnstyle again. I guess that I have quite a few really bad habits to overcome...this is going to be an interesting journey.
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I don't think I've been to your site before. It sounds like you are kind of being a little bit hard on yourself and you are stuck trying to do what you think is the right thing for yourself. Us women, have this thing about "weight"......we see ourselves overweight, underweight, but never at the "right weight". Remember, that you have alot to offer other than what the scales say and that each journey begins with a single step. I applaud your efforts!